Category: Self help
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“I’m Really Very Ill”: Some Symptoms of Misery
A big part of getting better, mentally and emotionally, isn’t just admitting that something is wrong. It’s REALIZING that something is wrong. REALLY wrong. Anxiety–Acute in Intensity, Chronic in Duration The main thing that I first noticed—and when I say first, I mean I’ve been feeling it for years and somehow failed to manage to… Read more
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Full of Poison: Family Dynamics and the Realization That I’m Not Broken For No Reason
In 2019/2020, I was bearing up under the burden of lifelong struggles that had never been resolved, but only endured. And this two-year period was a watershed of insights, which I started writing down to make sense of them. I started figuring out tactics and strategies for finally trying to remove some of the burden,… Read more
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How Long Can You Try to Get Better Without Succeeding?
I’d had a lot of ups and downs during a long and brutal period of anxiety, stress, and depression, but I’d never stopped working on trying to get better and happier. I am a self-improvement junkie, in some senses. It’s just what I do. I’m in love with ideas and thinking and figuring things out.… Read more
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A Long Effort to Alleviate Peronal Misery
I’ve been working on my self improvement since…forever, maybe. I don’t think I’ve ever not been working on a project to make over my life. Actually, I’ve gotten really good at starting over in life. It’s kinda what I do. My career has had more iterations than I can count. But now, I needed to… Read more
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The Search for Integrity and Happiness: the Why and the What
This blog will be a journal to attempt to solve some big problems for myself. I reached a point where I just can’t – no, I don’t want to – go on like this anymore. I’ll start by tracing how I reached a turning point. 2019 was a difficult year. It started with an incredibly… Read more